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Stresss !

2012-01-14T12:08:00.000-08:00

Wahh stress ! Haha blogging at 4am just explains it .

Man , i just wish i get out of this depression fast ! I can't wait for my miracle! HAHA ! (: ENDURE ENDURE TAHANN ! Jiayou Oswin !

Recently i've been talking to myself ... Very pathetic . I think i siao already i think i should stop writing before i write something wrongly .

Something about this year end .

2011-12-30T09:55:00.000-08:00

Today .. wait yesterday i was filled with regrets and shame and intended to hide myself and never speak a single word ever again .

okay let me explain what happen , i embarrass myself on stage . When i face my fear i actually got demoralize by myself . The thing is i tried my best to make my friends happy but my best isn't good enuf . All i ever wanted is for my friends to accept me and for them to be happy with me but i think all that is like a 5 year old kid dream that never came true . GRHH AT THAT POINT SUPER ANGRY BECAUSE ALOT OF THINGS STALL UP ! GONNA BURST !

Until , i felt God's love it's really how much He gave just for us . Looking at me and problem as compared to others and God's view i can tell its PATHETIC !

So i heard a preaching and testimony and the people who haven't met God are plenty full ! Really inspired to reach out ! So many people who are depress are finding for love and that peace ! People die without knowing God .

Gift from God

2011-11-17T08:57:00.000-08:00

Life has been a pit hole for me . One day you may just wake up and thinking wow today is gonna be a great day ! But all of a sudden you may just step and fall into a pit hole of depression . Life is just surprising !

Thank you Lord , for placing someone there in my hardest period in life .

Here's how the story or testimony goes !

Got one of the hardest hits by life , so i was in my all time low ! I just keep receiving the blows and the worse part i had no one to share with . So i kept it for months ! Just so stressful ! No one to tell out ..

One day , just an ordinary day i met this girl on the "streets" so i "observe" her ! She look super pretty !! "As in really an angel that drop out of the sky !" Back to the story , I was with my group of friends so i looked at her she looked at me " Having our moment " ! Then she smiled , man she gave that sweetest smile ever ! So for the past half and hour i kept looking her and she looked back , the feeling " Marchiam Baik " !

Then the sad part came in , my friend got an eye on her so he talked to her . They talked for quite sometime , about 10mins + so he got her facebook ! Then wow the really really sad part came in , when we were about to leave , she asked my friend for a photo before she left ! JEALOUS T^T .

So a day later on facebook , my friend added her so i also added her ! (: So it took me a few days to finally chat with her ! (:

So that was turning point of my life , actually not really but still i chat with her for quite some time ! She taught me many things ! Man wanted to meet up with her so badly but by the time i wanted to , she left for her country ..

One of the things she taught me was that no matter how bad things are don't give up faith and to be cheerful always ! She is a living testimony she is positive no matter how bad is the situation , always caring for people ! And the last thing she taught me was about sacrificing, it may not seem easy but still if you care , you'll sacrifice bcuz that's what love is about . Action instead of words .

I didn't really got out of the situation fully but it really motivated me in life and i am standing up ! Yeahh ! Thank God that i met her !

Stress

2011-11-09T10:46:00.000-08:00

STRESS @#$%^&

Ohh man , just feel so breathless like i'm gonna drown ! I have to put a great fight no matter what .. I need to cling on ! Today is like the US Black Friday when the whole entire market go crashing >>>> Downwards ! WHY DO THIS TYPE OF THINGS HAPPEN TO ME !

When everything seems so AWESOME at the starting of the day , like as in really the most AWESOME thing that ever happen but in the next hour man everything come crashing down in a split second , everything seems so mind blowing !

Why do the pass 3 years during the Christmas season the same thing happen ! It's repeating itself ! I'm sick and tired of it !

But encouraging words came to me (: , Good things fall apart so that GREATER can fall together ! Keep trusting in the Lord !

PRESS PLAY AND READ WHAT'S BELOW !

2011-09-18T09:05:00.000-07:00

PRESS PLAY AND READ WHAT'S BELOW !

Forever and Always .

2011-09-18T09:01:00.000-07:00

She sits at the table, the hours get later

He was supposed to be here

She's sure he would have called

She waits a little longer, there's no one in the driveway

No one's said they've seen him

Why is something wrong?

She looks back to the window, and suddenly the phone rings

A voice says something's happened

That she should come right now

Her mind goes to December, she thinks of when he asked her

He bent down on his knee first, and he said

"I want you forever. Forever and always. Through the good and the bad and the ugly. We'll grow old together, forever and always."

She pulls up to the entrance, she walks right to the front desk

They lead her down a million halls, a maze that's never ending

They talk about what happened, but she can barely hear them

She tries to keep a straight face as she walks into the room

She sits by his bedside, held his hand too tight.

They talk about the kids they're gonna have and the good life

The house on the hillside, where they would stay

Stay there forever, forever and always

Through the good and the bad and the ugly

"We'll grow old together, and always remember

Whether rich or for poor, or for better. We'll still love each other. Forever and always."

Then she gets an idea, and calls in the nurses, brings up the Chaplin

And he says a couple verses

She borrows some rings from the couple next door

Everybody's laughing, as the tears fall on the floor

She looks into his eyes, and she says

"I want you forever. Forever and always. Through the good and the bad and the ugly. We'll grow old together, and always remember, whether happy or sad or whatever. We'll still love each other, forever and always. Forever and always. Forever and always."

She finishes the vows, but the beeps are getting too slow

His voice is almost too low.

As he says "I will love you forever. Forever and always. Please just remember even if I'm not there. I'll always love you, forever and always."

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Summary

2011-08-20T12:39:00.000-07:00

Man i am back to blogging !

I started to blog again cause i think i have to improve in my English and i hope that it will improve and i can finally let out my thoughts ! (:

So hows life for me ? Ermm i've been kinda bad and jealous .. Moving on i just feel like posting or writing what i've been through for my past one year but it's too long ! So much thing happen !

~SUMMARY~

Pass few months , just seeing all my friends really happy . It's a good thing but i just wish that time could just rewind ! But what i've learn for the pass few months is when the storms of life hits me nothing hits harder than it . But its not how hard it hit but its about how much i can get hit and keep moving forward despite the fact that the circumstances is almost impossible .

Friend

2011-06-23T10:21:00.000-07:00

Treasure Fellowships .

Looking back at the time i spend with my 'BEST FRIEND' , i just wished i could treasure those time and spend just a little more time for you . But it kinda seems like its too late .

You were the only one who could tolerate my nonsense and my bad temper . Truly if i could i have one more fellowship with you i would thank you and i will treasure every single moment and i will never take it for granted .

What i learn in this ride was something ... It's kinda hard to explain but the point is once your friendship is gone it's quite hard to get it back ..

Both of us are now walking our own road but Friend all the best to you! I wish you are doing alright (:

I am back to posting Crap ?!

2011-03-18T12:19:00.000-07:00

It's been pretty long since i ever posted . Yeahh Research , If you love someone more than 4 Months it isn't crush . Its LOVE !

Japan got a earthquake of 9.0 , tsunami . Headline news all over the paper!

I saw people commenting that Japan bomb Pearl Habour, took control of Singapore, took some part of China and many others . The least Japan got is Earthquake and Tsunami . (Do they deserve it ) ? Not really .

It's a New Day ! TODAY is the day . Day for redemption, Day for joy and Day for new beginning . Be prepared for the time of our life in SUNTEC AKA SISSTEC !

If there was a war , you know who to call . Bruno Mars ! Oh cuz he will catch all the grenade and take a bullet straight through his head , and yes he will die for you . The ultimate key the US(United State) have is Bruno Mars . So Committed ! (: Just a Joke !

Love is blind , but marriage mend up the blindness . Speaking of Marriage . A super nice song brought to you by Glee (: Originated By Bruno Mars .

(:

2011-01-23T07:56:00.000-08:00

Long time since i did so. After watching movie and reading a friend's post.

In life things won't turn out the way you and i expected it to be . Lot's of things untold lot's of things unsaid . Maybe what you said was true, i'm just someone that is not mend to be here . How i wish people just forget about hate and start loving . Wait till you hear the side of my story (:

COMPLICATED is all i could say .

COMBINE CGM a super long awaited presence really just miss the peace (:

Stars

2011-01-20T06:06:00.000-08:00

Hohoho finally thought of a great post for stalker to be interested in this post i hope so (: So Teehee enjoy the story of how i came to church (:

Nahh I just type everything and erase on accident? HAHAHA if you want to know then ask me bahs .

Hmm Psalms 34:18 ! (: Love IT!

Great Shiny Stars !

Decision Making

2011-01-08T10:42:00.000-08:00

Breathless . Major decision.

Hate it when i back out at the last minute . Got to stop letting my emotion control me but let my will control me.

Too tired ! Really too tired . EYEs Closing ! Okay got to sleep le. CRYS T.T

Js .

YEAHHH ?

2011-01-06T04:33:00.001-08:00

BLESS!

HAHA i got bless with a PS3 game which cost 85 bucks my friend pay for it ! Yeahh our we hang out and slack laughs and all (:

Today Social Study,

I got my sec 1 English teacher! Yeaah she still remember me but she called my awesm first then she suddenly recalled she pronounce wrongly so she called my Oswin! HAHA she still remember me cuz she said that i have the baby face when i was at sec 1 :) But sad thing now i'm ugly .

HAHA Shaun going out with Kathy and Xue Na. Tevis, Amirul, Jeremy and me saw. First sentence Tevis said one ... two ... three .... Not gonna say it .

Movies WEEE~~~~

2011-01-02T22:27:00.000-08:00

Weee ~~~

So far i guess i learn in life when you're down you can choose to get up a not.

I'm on a movie spreed before school reopen . So far watched 4 movies for the pass 2days. (: Watched so many lovey shows (: One main point i get is even though how many times you fail never give up but chase for what you want! Off to watch karate kid for the fourth time (:

A very nice old song i heard recently .

SAY.

Dreams .

2011-01-01T11:06:00.000-08:00

How far will you go to pursuit your dreams?

Guess today i got motivated by a show. Even if everyone thinks wrongly of you just continue and do what your called never ever let anyone tear your dreams apart .

So many things to say, but sadly sometimes are meant to be not told.

Was wondering @ Habour Front, and this crush thing came in to my mind . Crush is a start to falling in love and a start to crushing you into pieces .

5 Love Languages and 7 Points of Love :)

The Handicap .

2010-12-29T17:19:00.000-08:00

Gonna end this year well with Tevis and Amirul !

This year was the most challenging year for 3 of us and most of the people in the world, so we were like how are we gonna end this year well after we bastard so many people and so rebellious ? So we walk the whole Bukit Merah going inside office, car park then we pass by this handicap old man. So the handicap ask me to wheel him to henderson which is quite far from where we were going. So i agreed :) Then i was wheeling him it's super difficult because he have lot's of stuff on his wheel chair so, i almost topple the wheel chair then Amirul, so generous offer to help push and he insisted :) Then Tevis, really touch by his movement cuz we were crossing the zebra crossing, a car was driving towards almost hitting the wheel chair, so Tevis rush and block the car with his life @ stake :) Super IMBA! Then we sent him back home :) On the way we asked the handicap guy question ^0^ The three kind souls muahahah ^0^ . Though i didn't do much -.-

Learn Lot's Of Things.

I love Dreams

2010-12-28T06:53:00.000-08:00

I was really bless today, i was crying to sleep .

Then in my dream really felt encourage. This girl not gonna say her name. Cheer me up twice first when it was last year and second was today . The first time i was drag down thinking who could or will save me ? So when i was asleep, i was super sad in my dream, then when no one was there she was there . Then she told me to cheer up. She smile at me and hug me! Really bless by her love and concern ^0^

Then today, i was encourage by her in my dream, super touch and i slept for 12 hours. Super Siok! I'm cheer for the day :)

Topics :)

2010-12-27T15:18:00.000-08:00

I just had a 8 hour of DotA-lism, finally taking a break!

Had a super great soccer match with W406, haha my soccer improve ^0^ maybe i hit Qiming standard in two years? After soccer we ate @ a coffee shop. Got to discuss interest thing stuff .

Was 2010 dee hardest year ? What's your testimony ? Couples , Gangster , Spiritual and the pursuit of happiness . HOT TOPICS?

Goodbye to the last day of 2010's Monday :)

Thank God for the thousands of things He done in my life .

Inspire, Encourage and Motivate .

Hang.N

Christmas !

2010-12-26T06:33:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas though Christmas is over.

Do i think like a 17 or look like a 17??

Haha i went ministry on Friday alone and that's was the happiest time of my life. During ministry i express myself fully cuz full of youths! So i was asking them and sharing to them during break time there were amaze by my testimony and trial. Haha they thought i was 17! But 24th December Ministry super fun! Then i chat with this guy name Nicholas he told me lot's of thing great teaching =D

Simply we just need someone that cares . I think i put my trust too much on a person? No one wants to be the last one, just simply want to be loved by that person. Surely there will be someone out there. Usually the person your finding for is right beside you guess so.

Today, i was super grumpy cuz i slept very little . So i was in my own world i didn't knew what i was doing or saying just in my own world properly tired. HAHA got everyone piss even myself o.O

But throughout (: I LOVE IT!

A way.

2010-12-21T09:14:00.000-08:00

So i've been playing lot's of games with my friends lately, then a very good friend of my Kathy asked:" Hey what would you like for Christmas?" I replied, trust and care. I don't know what i like as a present all i want was to have someone great attention and trust that's all i want . Priceless yet the hardest thing to fulfill? But that's all i want for Christmas is you :)

I was talking to Ryan and Amirul about our holidays ending so fast, so Amirul said we have less than a week to do whatever we want. I told them say let's sleep 5 hours a day so we can spend my time doing things then sleeping. Amirul said two hours of sleep.

In this 4 Days i will stop crying and start standing up and do something worth while this year! If there's a will there is always a way. If i CMI i'll follow JB and close my eyes and pray!

Together we will move mountain !

Moving On :)

2010-12-16T00:27:00.000-08:00

Now as i am living a super happy life i'm gonna leave this blog not for ever i'll come back to this blog and post :)

But i have great times with this blog in Primary 6 to Secondary 2. This blog cheers me up!

I have a second webpage with my friends :0 If you have time go stalk that blog! :) BYE For a week or so i guess? :)

Skype with Amirul and Ryan !

2010-12-14T15:22:00.000-08:00

Somebody wake me up, I'm losing my mind.

Today i chat with Kathy about friendship so she said that this world nobody can't be trusted. There is no empathy is this world.

So a very good questioned asked who do you trust? No one, still finding for someone that trust me a lot :)

I had lot's of laughter for 13 hours on skype :) SUPER FUN WITH RYAN AND AMIRUL :) Just when you're with them you have nothing to worry you're worry free :) Superb by Ryan and Amirul dl R21 shows till virus HAHAHAH laughing so hard they're watching it now while i'm blogging :)

HAHAHA LAUGHS!

2010-12-12T09:54:00.000-08:00

I AM FULL JOKES :) Like the past :)

On Friday i made Ryan and Amirul laugh like hell! Then i started laughing till my parents woke up.

On Sat i got to cheer Feli, Fiona, Yahong, Zining and Wanyi with some TOTALLY COLD JOKES :) But they laugh or grind :)

Today first time ever i told jokes till Hexing and Qiming and Jeremy Lee whole face red can't stop laughing till all of them bang table and fall of the chair! The entire 4th floor can hear their laugh. So you can imagine how funny it is!

Then i talk to Qiming about what God told me so he was AMAZE by it! Really WOW! :) And he share about his really blessed :)

Today i did free running jumping over bars and so on. Then Ck, Shaun, Jeremy and me played till 12.30. I miss all my buses so the only hope for me was to go Either Ryan, Felicia or Enyun because NR reach their house. So i got rejected then was just having some hope that 131 will come pick me up. So Shaun treat us Cabbie :) So happy i was blessed today because i bless joy to others? :)

Ohh! GOT THE LAUGHTER FINALLY I CAN MAKE PEOPLE LAUGH AGAIN !

SKYPE :)

2010-12-11T08:41:00.000-08:00

This sentence got stuck in my brain for the pass 1week,

Don't worry be happy :)

Today was a happy day :) With great service . JUST skype with Felicia and played maple with Felicia so fun :) HAHA her dog is super cute! So funny owner and dog :)

I got nothing much to post cuz i'm happy ? :)

7 Days Of Love/

2010-12-10T14:19:00.000-08:00

Today was a superb day :)

Firstly i date Enyun :) Was a very superb fellowship :) She cleared mind and have a clearer view. Have a great dinner with her :) Just super fun :) So @ 11 we left so i went to meet Ying Jia to play red alert till 1am in the morning :) Then i went off to meet Jon, Ken, KJ, Alv and my sis to fellowship :) Is was super fun lot's of K-pop dancing :) Just enjoy my day there . So we fellowship till 3am in the morning then we went home :)

So at first was all jokes so slowly they told their story of back sliding and so on. All three Jonathan, Kenneth, Kan Jun back slided so they told their story. My sister say that my problems are ant bite to them so my problems are like nothing.

So MY PROBLEMS are just small no need to whine or brag about it :) I am bless that i live a easy life :) Happy life :) So Blessed :) Today was happy day :) NOW Ton-ing with Amirul and Ryan :)

Love what SOL wrote the 7days of love :)

Day 1 i first laid my eyes on you,
Day 2 i can't help but think of you
Day 3 was the same as day two
Day 4 i fell in love with you
Day 5 you spent it with me
Day 6 knocked me off my feet
Day 7 that's when i knew spend the rest of my life with you!

Angelic Girl :)

2010-12-09T13:40:00.000-08:00

My few days journey,

Tues,

Soccer > Swimming @ 11 pm > Ton with Ryan and Mirul > Joyce Myer

Wed,

Go Lanshop with friends at BMC > Fellowship @ KFC > Watch Movie with Fiona @ Vivo > Go Bible Study Class > Prayer Meeting > Fellowship :)

Thur,

Serving @ Church (Stock take) > Slack at JP alone > Soccer > Ying Jia House to fix Gundam > Ton with Ryan and Amirul :)

My whole Thursday :)

I went church to stock take on a WEEKDAY, so tired but when i went in there boom i have the strength to do the work :) There was only 4 people excluding me so there was lots of work. Then the whole time there very quite. Then this sister (18 or 20) speak to me saying how old are you? She is extremely pretty and her voice is BOOMXZ when she speaks English it's one of the greatest voice i ever heard. When she speaks Mandarin is wow! Just WOW :) I'm so bless to know her :)

So at the end of day, just by showing up and helping everyone thanks me ^__^ . The feeling of being appreciated ROCKS! Then the sister with the angelic voice says "You're a life saver thanks for helping me" . When she say that my whole day become happier and happier until HX never meet me. But still i'm super happy! Really Really Happy someone who is pretty appreciates me ! SOMEBODY APPRECIATES ME :) SOME MORE PRETTY !

DotA and TD with Amirul and Ryan till now :) Thank God that we have the humor and jokes! GREAT TIME! The best part of today i'm gonna go ECP 2morrow with Enyun ^.^

Less then 15days till Christmas!

2010-12-08T12:53:00.000-08:00

Got to let it go for a while!

So recently i'm seriously in pain but something inside me saying get up young men arise stop worrying start believing!

So the fire inside me stir up and i got prompting to watch Joyce Myer videos and she said this let go of what's in your comfort zone step out arise with God.

So i picture this, the most precious thing fall into the basin and you put your hand and trying to take out but you can't it's too big. The longer you stay there the more pain it is. God is asking for your two hands and only one is available the other is in the basin. So you have to let go and follow God. Amen. So i got called to reach out and i have less then 15days so it's now or never. I got to put down what i love most and start doing what's right !

Today a Pastor taught bible study the other ZS is on leave ? Wow he preach how to reach out was really impacted is not a coincident that everything happen on the same time it happens for a great divine reason!

So i decided to let go then it's like then thing keep haunting you! To be close to it! Just looking at it feels you want it even more! Just the thought of it! So let it go. CONFESS !

:( Everyone say my hair very ugly :( But only,

Amirul say, Ehh you hair damn nice if you go school with this hair all the girls sure jio you :)

Sister says, leave your hair longer look very nice. Then whole cell group ehh cut your hair :(

Israel says, leave your hair longer fits you :)

Jocelyn says, your hair very nice like American hairstyle curly until very nice ^_^

Jasper says, you hair look like K-pop! YEAHHHHH ! ^___^

A Day @ Vivo :)

2010-12-06T13:45:00.000-08:00

Star Gazing :) Today, when i'm broken down i went to hillock and lie on the grass and stare in the sky. It's chilling :)

Today i went Vivo to meet Ck and Shaun and Jeremy and my primary school close friend Andrew @11pm :)

So at Vivo we did free running climb walls jumping over things(I fatter then Jeremy yet jump over walls :D). So we climb up to the roof top of vivo city! Can see the whole sky garden! So when i look below it's food republic. So you can imagine how high. Me and Andrew decided to climb even higher, so we shouted for very long very shiock! Baik! Then security shouted come down now! WE ALL RAN LIKE HELL. It was one of the very fun time together :) Then we lie down at the roof top and look in the sky and share jokes such a fun time :)

When we went down to 1st floor the security caught us we got police case for trespassing?Aww again second time at Vivo. First time was at Toysrus ! Second was these hais. Always getting into trouble :S

Chin Kiat and Andrew ask me ehh when you getting a girl friend? Then he said that everyone got a ex before expected you when ah? So i stumble at that question. So as i walk on Ck and another girl hug and holding hands! Then Andrew kiss. Shaun pinch the girls but! What's wrong sio! To feel hurt and no one there to pick you up. At least they have someone even Jeremy! I'm just bragging and whining now. But this make me feel better so if you don't want to read then don't i'm sorry!

Just super saddist when you thinking about that question and sad about relationship then everyone holding hand and smooching ! Jees what's wrong with this world! It's just when you got someone to tell your problems too it's just super cool! Treasure your Gf or Bf ! You're bless to have one!

Chicken Rice + KOi :)

2010-12-04T09:27:00.000-08:00

Christmas is coming and i'm dying to tell how grateful you're in my life :)

JUST THE BEST DAY ever,

Chicken Rice + KOi Best things ever and then 1 hour later stomach super pain :( Try it.

I just heard coldplay Christmas song aww just feel like crying so Christmas season :( Gonna Post That Video Right Below :)

I'm an ass shouldn't have really talk and play with Jeremy Lee. If i didn't Jeremy G won't emo le.

Felicia i'm so sorry i couldn't really cheer you up :( Sorry i didn't picked up the phone cuz i didn't felt the vibration.

Today i became crazy little idiot . I accidentally kick the dustbin and it heard my leg hurts TTM !It's so painful that i wanted to stay for the whole trip to Serangoon again :S HAHAS But thanks God i'm healed.

Yesterday, i'm so blessed man. I was very confuse and wanted to give up and so on. Then i asked God why i can't do so. He replied for the first time so clearly. Because You're my son. AMEN AND AMEN :)

I got scolded . Should i post it? Aiya nvm . Don't want to hurt :) So kind. Behind .BullS.

Hears this song to last feel part is super nice! Like Christan song!

Happy Times :)

2010-12-03T11:33:00.001-08:00

Aww rabits got squash and died. 2 two cruel killer :( They killed rabits and post it on youtube. A disturbing video . READ MY TESTIMONY B4 Reading this cause this is nonsensical.

1st the slasher now the rabit killers. We in living in the Chinese society what to do?

Today lan shop played for 7hours and played l4d for 5hours+ . We got stuck for a level for 4hours didn't want to give up so drag till we lost track of time. But still it was a fun time :)

Dancing, i thought i could dance the higher class type of dance but seems like i'm literally failing in everything that i try being ambitious. BREAK THIS CURSE OF ME! But thank God still i am a good street dancer :) Remember the Sec 1 Days only Amirul, Syafiq and me knew how to dance Jumpstyle and shuffle. Aww those times so fun . Sec 2 became b boy and c-walk and tecktonic .

Ryan said something i really love. Be positive though how much the person tries to avoid you and hates you. List down a few positive things.

So,

I love the way you talk to me.

I love you because you're smart.

I love the times we spend as best friends.

I love the times when you scold me and point out my bad points.

I love it when you just make those jokes to cheer people up .

Not to one of you but it's to all of you thank you :)

Today i had verse, Hebrew 12:1-2 NIV

Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.

ThanksGiving.

2010-12-02T10:44:00.001-08:00

My life testimony.

No one heard my school testimony only Felicia would care to listen :) But i didn't told her everything. So here it is in my blog.

Primary 6 i still remember i first entered Church, hearing great testimony of Ah bengs and Ah lian. So i asked God give my a challenge.(I like challenges but it's kinda dumb to ask.) So i entered Sec 1 as nobody then the people that follow me was CK so we were like best friends :) Then slowly me and him became famous and we were kind of popular. YEAHH FAMOUS then i have this clique name BHB. Always in to fights, stealing, smoking and police case all the bad things. So i was kind of notorious when i was sec 1. So i well know for bad things going in and out of office. Sec 1 i made a first TRUE Brother. Amirul and Tevis:)

Sec 2 i continue till around the mid year. Then i was praying then suddenly bomb flash bang i remembered that i ask for a challenge and this was my challenge and it's time for me to change. So i decide to change, so firstly gotten beaten up real badly till bruise:( I got oppose everyone didn't stick to me. Then lot's of things happened family and relationship. At that time my mouth was shut ATW. Relationship was the real kill that blast me away.So at that point of time i kind of miss popularity i wanted to change so i must change and indeed i did change after the thing.

Then a month of trial God slowly help me up and i got back with my friends. But i THANK God that this challenges i go through really change me to be stronger and i experience brotherhood i met true friends. THANK God for being in my life! God really show himself at trying times :)

Relationship.

So at that time everyone have a Stead accept me. Even Jeremy have then me such a failure :( So i'm struggling for about a year and not getting over :( I am dumb that i didn't accept the one that like me. But i'm Tiong Xim i can only like one person but for a year got to give up.

Thank God for helping me through all my relationship! Thank God for everything :)

Through all my journey i thank God !

Christmas!

2010-12-02T09:59:00.000-08:00

Close my eyes and pray! I can see a better day!

That day just wish it comes faster just really 1to1 no one else QUALITY TIME!

Comm'on yo Christmas is coming the happiest time of the year! The time when people is on leave and most free. The day when you spend the time with treasured friends :)

CHRISTMAS SEASON, HAPPY DECEMBER READERS!

My favorite time because i can just really go to Hillock lay down there count down and watch the stars but this year i'm gonna do that alone :'( If can count down with CG members it will be awesome :) But it's impossible :(

Got to stop doing things without thinking!

2010-12-01T12:35:00.000-08:00

For The Pass few days i've been going out with spiritual people. And out of all them i am like a NOOB.

I DID SOMETHING REALLY DUMB .

Usually when people are a bit crazy then will tend to say thing without thinking! And i did something really dumb i didn't just by one text can upset someone. Gosh i'm an idiot! I'm really dumb now the person won't treat me the same .

But Thank God he place many wonderful leaders in my life :) Any song that comes out from your mouth is the greatest Melody!

All i want for Christmas!

2010-11-29T11:53:00.000-08:00

Christmas is coming!~

All i want for Christmas is ! (:

Today was a fairytale story. So honor!

I had a great time of movie and fellowship with Felicia !~~ I drank coffee at Star$ and ate at Sushi Tei with Felicia:D Was a super great fellowship. It's super long i never had such a super awesome time with Felicia. The last time i had it was when i fellowship with my jiejie(Felicia) at Esplanade which is a super long time ago!

Feel so free now at least i know someone REALLY trusted me. I ask her do you trust me? She said yes i trust you. SOMEONE TRUSTED ME! The feeling is super great! After so long my problems are solve just by a simple 3 words I trust you just this 3 Words i felt really set free! Feel so much happier!

Looking forward to fellowship with my jiejie again. Yeahh gonna meet papa and mama on Wednesday :)

The truth is too much to handle?

2010-11-28T10:44:00.000-08:00

Heyy Peeps ,

Truth of somethings you can't handle.

Trying to run away from the truth and dwelling in places that can hide from the truth. It's true that you'll feel better but after a short while you'll feel even more pain!

Thinking that i could be someone actually i'm really nothing at the end of the day. But it's just life experience if i didn't took the step of faith i would have just dream on!~~ A failure now leads to a success in the future by faith.

You're in the midst of darkness only light can bring you out? So where the light comes from ? Love . Love sparks a lit and it all lights up to something so strong that it brings you out of what you're going through and even the deepest of the deepest. When there is love there is hope in life !

My Best ---- --- Birthday Ever !

2010-11-25T07:05:00.000-08:00

Peeps, Thanks for wishing me happy birthday!

For the past 3 year .

Asia Conference was around my B'day so no one knew D:

Sec 1 i jio people go Down Town East no one go -.-

This year got Wei Ren to celebrate so happy and honor! HAPPY :D!

It's the best ---- -- birthday ever for a few birthdays. Thank God i got school friend!

My school friends never ever let me down on birthdays. Confirm they'll jio me out no matter what! Taking leave(Chin Kiat) just to celebrate. The thing is they never fail like Kathy and Hui Shan and Chin Kiat and Ying Jia and Amirul and Ryan they never fail to count down from very early with me till my birthday! They are really my respected friends!

To my BEST ---- ---- BIRTHDAY EVER . My SCHOOL FRIENDS bring me to Universal Studio ! STUDIO YEAH MAN ! YEAH ! LOVE IT WITH QIAN HAO AND YING JIA!

Going to tell why is it the BEST ---- --- Birthday ever.

>SONG LIVE, CAKE , APPRECIATED LIVE , MAKING IT THE BEST CELEBRATION , CELEBRATING WITH THE ONE I LOVE , PROPER MEETING< ! TCTIAANC!

Try to guess TCTIAANC a big mystery!

P.S sorry Enyun for blaming you for nothing.

I am so 'HAPPY' .

2010-11-24T06:08:00.000-08:00

Bleeding, I got a very power scar but luckily it won't last long.

HAHAHA Thank You Enyun for always caring. I can't stop thanking for the things you done.

Thank God for bible studying.

So honor to have lunch with Wei Ren!~~ SO cool!~~~ HAHAHHAS :D

I am not gonna post idiot post in my blog unless it's really something. Typical Love Story.

Uhh. SOBS > . <

Love what SOL said Happiness is when you find someone where you don't have to play games, because the trust is there!!

Crap MYSELFF.

2010-11-21T12:00:00.001-08:00

Heyy so have you been in times where you have the right time to get what you want but yet you choose something over it and later you find it dumb?

If yes. Slap Hi-5 to me.

So why i got to chose DotA over the one i really really love and my best friend. It's just to concentrated. To tempted . Hais i'm the worst decision making person ever! So if i could rewind time and just fellowship more!

What is done is done. So by right i could have had a chance to watch movie with Enyun but there wasn't any nice movie so tomorrow i'm gonna spend my day with Ying Jia! Soccer and gundam and la bi xiao xin. HAHA GREAT FUN.

HAHA Hui Shan thanks :D You're the most caring person eva!

The Epicness!

2010-11-16T08:45:00.000-08:00

Chinese Dramas Typical Romance!

I love you and you love me then 3rd party come in. Then conflicts happen, then at the ending you and i love each and other THE END. How epic are Chinese Drama. All are the same btw -.-

Lysander and Hermia. They went through trial to see if no matter how hard life is they will still be together! Just Love the story .

- I just wrote the story of my life but i deleted it. T.T PAIN PAIN :D

HAHA chat with my merahan friend and cheered her mood :D Haha first time a person from my school a person said @bodox3 LOL! cute la you. :P and @bodox3 Hahah thanks. :) My mood is getting better I guess. :).

HAHA cheered two person up :D So far :D Jiayou Oswin i can do good and mighty work for the Lord!

Time To Shout it out?

2010-11-15T11:45:00.000-08:00

HAHAA it's cool to be with you! TO be with my dearest blogger . HAHA!

So it's close to a year soon. I've keeping my mouth shut for a year!~~ I just want to really shout out sometimes i just wanna shout it out so badly! Heart Vacancy? I just need someone to tell it all out! I need a true or dare to force me tell it out. I've been keeping it inside!~~~ Arrhhhh my heart is full of it! Sometime i just wish a majestic eagle carry me up and took me to the sky and i shout out '................!!!!!~~' I need to let it go!~~~ Just need to need to need to! Trying to give it all up but it's so hard just the thought it will come back! Grr irritating these type of feeling is where me and kathy were .. very close but no link to thing that i want to shout out!

Yeahh just urge urge urge!~~~~~ LOVING IT EVERY MOMENT WITH YOU MY THOUGHT! I need some love to tell whether i am overacting ! Okay my final decision maybe just keep my mouth shut bahh! ~.~

TODAY I HAD A GREAT ACHIEVEMENT! I TALK TO MY CLASSMATE AND I IMPACTED HIS LIFE AND HE CRIED. I TALK TO HIM ABOUT LIFE HOW MUCH ABOUT THINGS! I touch the hearts of a malay wish he was a chinese . But still it's good to have a friend like him :D

Cookie

2010-11-13T12:52:00.000-08:00

Cookie, one of my favourite food :D

The last time i make a cookie ,

Haha Nurami and me bakes cookie :D Baek mi!

Yeah season . Summer, winter, autumn, spring and greentea(season).

Now i am totally stuck to gaming cause i force myself to do it!! Cause facing reality is just sometimes hard so i wish to be in a virtual where all things are like care bears! But thank God He made Reality more awesome!

Waking up and sitting on the chair just being idiotic and waiting for your massage cause your msg never fails to cheer me up! You're msgs are awesome maybe cause it's fill with encouragement, love and motivation!~~

Today i saw angels cause i see halo. Went closer it was the light. Rainbow are awesome FTW! Where can you find the most rainbow? CHINESE GARDEN . Jurong Swimming Complex!~~ Total Randomness .

I am excited to watch Winnie The Pooh! Espically with SZB !! And my guardian and Yufen!! AISEH!! God is awesomee!!

TFC . ATTY . Thanks .

2010-11-12T10:24:00.000-08:00

I can say i am so blessed! Wanyi TFC !~ Cheered me up . Sorrows all away childhood back. Love being with Wanyi reminds me of all my primary school life with my friend and her and my sister and Diana and Lena . Awesome!

Being blessed to have Enyun TFCATTY!~ HAHAHAA Long Acronym i guess acronym mean LOL or LMAO those type. Thanks to her for lots of things.

Thanks Jed for sharing his story it was extremely touching and world shaking . Learn extremely lots of lesson HAHAAHA!

Today i found out an awesome place with PXY and WWY! The Pacific haha it was awesome with XY! XY is a total awesome person! Great time meeting him :D

I am really stressed out i won't want to say cuz i don't want to judge nor hurt anyone.

But at the end of the day thank God for the day he had made!

I'll seek you and i love to walk in your way.

When you know it, it might be too late.

Loving You And Will Be!

Arrr!

2010-11-10T12:51:00.000-08:00

Doing lot's of stuff quietly i really can't help but my heart sank!

Just sit down rewinding back the things I have done. So many awful things and i don't know how to even apologies.

Today came out from bible study class immediately got attack by the devil and i almost cried but hold on all the way . Lots of things cause me to be extremely sad the whole day but my DotA friends cheered me up they knew i moody so they make jokes and stuff i am so blessed ! HAHAS ~~

Love To DotA 'The Biebers' And Maplestory 'The Gift' . Though reality didn't turn up as great but at least i knew one place i can be happy :D

BS Class was extremely meaningful!

You Mean everything to ME!

2010-11-05T12:23:00.000-07:00

Hey Readers,

:D God is an awesome person he brought so many awesome person in my life. I especially two specific person.

A density unfold in everyone life. Every breathe that i have i must thank! What motivate's you in life? A speech or a present? Love is the ULTIMATE MOTIVATION IN LIFE! Love is the ONE THAT SETS YOU FREE. Love is the THING THAT GIVES FAITH.

Praise The Lord for the day he have given me. Today is the day that the Lord has made and i'll rejoice and be glad in it!

Primary 6 How do i post.

2010-11-02T13:09:00.001-07:00

Hii .

My best friend is Christ :D He died for me . When you're striving for something do not ever give cause if you'll keep walking you get to that destination! There will be hope in ever situation cause if there is hope there is life. Age to age we'll never give up promise :D

I love, love. If it's not because of love there is nothing else to do cause my God is love :D

What did i dream. Interesting Story.

I was an ordinary kid schooling. A typical person of my age to be liking somebody. So it was one epically person i love. So i asked her out and so relationship started. Then a very very bad guy from the CIA ~Central Intelligent Agency~ came and flirt and stole the one i love. So there my story of a spy began. Everyday i strive to become stronger to fight for what i love. So i started to fighting crimes and save the city of towns vile.

3 Months Passed. I told her about the CIA and she didn't believe and slap me. So i have no choice but to fight with the CIA cause he wanted her for very bad reason ( Due To PG 13 i can't reveal anymore of the story)

So sorry.

Next time i'll continue. Post of my primary 6 thinking :D

AWESOME DAY .

2010-11-02T11:53:00.000-07:00

Hey Readers,

Recent Report On News Halloween In Singapore Is A EPIC FAIL!

Today was awesome went ice-skating with my friends. Went movie with Enyun and Papa. It was awesome with Papa cuz i didn't had great laughter for so long! Was really really spectacular! ROCKS TTM!

Sometimes i really ask if one person could change the world, how can he change? My Papa answer, through God all things are possible.

So i've been wondering last time we were so close now yet so far! Though i seek you in the darkest time you'll help. Today i had times like last time! Real

ly Pray for those times again! My guardian :D THANK YOU!

So who's my guardian. Someone who takes care of me, buy for me things, but don't stay in the same apartment. Can say angel can say humans or an owl...

OFFICAL SONG FOR YOU!!~~~~ PAPA?

Take To The Sky :D

2010-10-30T11:19:00.000-07:00

Gimme a woot woot. It's Halloween. MY Question for you today is what costume would you wear for Halloween? Leave do your answer on the tag box :D

So my day was as usual the most awesome day ever!

As usual i am serving and tired, hopeless and thinking it's taking to long! Then out of the blue, Weiren + Yufen sentence reminded me, if you want to serve, serve with your heart and soul. It's not for other people to see but it's for God to see! (Like Yoda from Starwars talking to me.EPIC)

Today i went down later for service as usual cause we prayed for Sandy, God was especially awesome today. I didn't brag or whine cause of the delay and didn't got the chance to sit with the CG and with that He return it with his awesome presence. First time out of many months!

I receive an encouraging msg from Enyun today cheered me up!~~~~ YEAH So if you're reading this i THANK YOU! You are the best!

So i played cheat with Felicia and Jeremy, it taught me something to never fool by your emotion and what you see! Trust in what you believe!~~ As what P.K says and L.o.G says.

TAKE to the sky!~~ Encouraging song!

So put down or your worry and stress fly to the sky with God!

Back On Track!~~

2010-10-29T11:41:00.000-07:00

Starting was rough but the ending was awesome, Hey Peeps!~~

So though every trials and tribulation though it seems super hard at the start, don't be bluff by what you see, cause the end it's awesome! ( But as usual i will get trick as human like me are idiots and douche.)

But still when you come out from a trial you'll come forth as gold!

So how it started it was quite messy in my mind thinking of lots of dumb things. And stress due to surrounding or thinking? But God was there he sent me someone to talk. How ? By True Or Dare! AWESOME right my God surprises me!~~'

Actually i learned something that, It doesn't mean something you can't see isn't real, you just have to believe in it or have FAITH!

Love has 1001 meaning but no scientific explanation .

TODAY i watched

THE most awesome show ever!

Picking myself up.

2010-10-25T08:16:00.000-07:00

Hey Readers ,
Today it's monday the first day of the week!

I want to start by putting away the things and horrible memories away! So it started not as well as expected. Supposed to go out with 2 kind friends and both cmi D: But today all my stress is relief after kicking soccer ball in the rain ! Played for 2-3hours ? It was awesome :D

Today i realize something if i got to fight a battle for Christ i can't be weak. Even if i am weak two verse cheered me up PSALM 23:4-5 Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.

How i wish my so called guardian i look up to and respect to could just listen to my problems again it would be awesome :D But seem everything i knew it was lost but slowly i know will rebuild back!

Life with only happiness would be just awesome but with some troubles along the way is thrilling!

This is what i call thrilling . B o w l i n g! Where my relationship gain closer to be best friend and yet further after that . . :D BUT STILL IT'S AWESOME!

Didn't Knew . And Thank You.

2010-10-24T11:05:00.000-07:00

HeY HeY This Is A Post going up for thanks giving to people.

Thank You To The Special People Like You know who?

Those who read my blog should be the one i think that i am thanking :D

Firstly i didn't really knew that you was going through some small to big challenge. I didn't knew that because you wouldn't have told me so i had to stalk you. (PS)

Secondly Thank you for being there to chat with me or something in some ways you were there :D

Lastly i appreciate your loving act ! I could never know how much you would gone through cause you are the silent worker. That works quietly without asking a thank!

THATS ABOUT ALL I CAN'T THINK PROPERLY CUZ I AM VERY SLEEPY PS FOR ANY ERROR I MADE! yawn-ing!

Bless!

2010-10-24T10:35:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps,
One reader in my whole blog. Hui Shan thank you! HAHAS!~~ Though there is only one reader i just act this is a open journal :D

Wondering what have a been doing lately? Making my closest of friends upset! In short making everyone angry or total 180* mode turn!

So what was the things i was blessed?
It gives me the taste of being a term called 'Emo'? That really helps me i FINALLY realize the way to reach out!
God bless me for the wonderful people around me for really tolerating me! Even if i did wrong and so on!

Summing Up that i really don't know why is it so hard for to say sorry and thank you.
SO i am i am sorry to W539 from my journal.

Hey hey asking a question to maybe one or two reader?
If the closest friend was there for you through every single obstacles and no matter how bad you treated him/her, he/she was still there. But when he/she is going through the depressing time you do not know how to help him/her out cuz maybe you were afraid or you really just can't? What would you do!

I am indirectly Thanking The Person Who Help me :D .

Being Dumb?

2010-10-22T12:07:00.000-07:00

Hey Peeps,
Maybe for 21years in Christian history. I am the first dumbest the person that sin because of stupidity and stubborn-ess!
Action speak louder than words Oswin!! Change!
Walk The Talk! .
The way i speak to my friends mar jiam? Some crazy person total no manners.

Question: Have you been in stomp.
Answer: I'm not sure actually . HAHAHAS!

Q: Have i wanted to change.
A: Yes, dieing to!

Q: Are you ambitious?
A: Yes and a visionary :D HAHAHAHA! All weird thing about myself aside and some class jokes.

Ms Woo: Tevis sit down!
Tevis : Why sia?
Ms Woo: You are like one.
Ilysa : Dog!
Whole Class: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Singapore Joke i guess.
A lady carrying her baby and boarding the bus.
Bus Driver: Waa super ugly!
Woman angrily walk to a sit and sat on it.
Sitting beside her was a another man.
He asked: Why are you so angry?
Women: That bus driver just insulted my baby child!
He said: Give him a piece of what you are feeling right now! I will help you take care of your monkey!

HAHAHA!

That's all about it today :D God bless ! NEVER Give Up on your vision :D

HeXing

2010-09-26T10:04:00.000-07:00

Hey Peeps i'm back to a constant blogging :)
Me and my uncle Hexing ! I ate Just Asia with him and Jeremy and Enyun! The food is awesome go try! Is at Marina Square :)

I've always had a vision of me leading people in a school revival! But i haven't thought of how to start yet! But God is good He will show the way! Because He's the way the truth and the light!

A very good brother of mine Oswin Aghama said this, In trying times when all your efforts seems barren, make one more effort, that is telling it to God. God answers sincere prayers.

Faith is believing, hoping and etc. Believing in a person takes courage but believing in God takes love! And love takes you to a whole new level and a greater relationship!

Emotionally Down Yet Up!

2010-09-25T08:46:00.000-07:00

Hey Peeps,
This is lovely photo! My brother is in love with my sister in Christ :) Good is great! This is their love story!

Love is all around the world and my God is loving it!
Friday was awesome cause i played wrestling with Chee Hwee & Shaun & Jeremy although my head pain still it was awesome time :) Loves Jeremy stay at my and watched wrestling it was awesome time :)!

Today Being Postive With God!!

2010-09-20T09:03:00.000-07:00

Heeyy Peeps,
A journey seeks and a adventure awaits! Being positive works in all way you won't get hurt deeply by verbal words and usually makes you a cheerful person :)

Yesterday i played sparkles with my two bff Jeremy and Ying Jia till 11PM it was fun time playing with them + we set up a camp fire :) Fun ttm!

Today was as usual but today my friend almost got into a fight during recess. So as usual as friends we will ask if he is okay help him etc. So after school i played soccer with him and my cliques.
Soccer Joke.
Syafiq is my friend, his full name is Syafiq ISMADY. <-- Focus on the ismady.

Amirul : Ehh we can't play soccer thanks to Syafiq cuz the field IS-MUDDY!

All: HAHAHAHA!!!

Continue back to soccer, we played till 3+ until it rain so it was really epic funny match, pulling people so funny and awesome time with them!!

Tomorrow will be a better day, cuz i am looking forward to play with DINO aka BEST FRIEND and Amirul Ah Bang, Monopoly Deal :) Epic match Smart vs Lucky vs Smart.

Thank God for such a wonderful day!

Have You Played Monopoly Deal, Readers? It's Fun :) If you haven't go ToyRus and grape one today! It will be very epic :)

K, i am back to bloggin after so long :)

2010-09-18T11:28:00.000-07:00

Yeahhh I am back my peeps!

I have been going through many obstacles in school, but this time i stand strong even the storms of life hit i must stand strong cuz God is there watch over me :)

Tuition,
Eugene: If you want to be a history maker study hard!!
Me: I go on strike in Singapore and my name inside history book le :) Just kiddin .
Eugene: What are 3 types of energy stored in the human body.

Me: Chemical Chemical Chemical .
Eugene: ...
Awesome time tuition-ing with him :)

Chinese Oral. Thanks For All Your Support W539 :)

Me: Chee Hwee how read the word infront of bao bao?
Chee Hwee: Han Bao Bao.
Me: Sian, i read as xiao bao bao .
Xue Na: HUHHH! I read it as Char Siew Bao .
Me: HAHAHAHHAHA!!

Wednesday went to Yufen's house :) I ate delicious food :) It's so tasty Yummy

Her first time cooking it taste awesome :)

Evidence i went :)

Today was a fun day, wake up i went church early to do History work :) Then Pst Kong Preach something awesome.

Crisis in chinese is 危机 <-- Danger,Oppunity The thing is after the crisis we come out stronger then before!

After church service i drew with Felicia a picture of the KFC old man and she is good at it man! After that Yufen me and jer went iluma, Yufen watch movie me and jer play lan :) Through out the whole day it was awesome.

The Greatest Glory is not just knowing Jesus but is actually spending time with him :)

W406 Multiplication T.T

2010-08-20T21:30:00.001-07:00

Still Can't Believe I Am Parting Away From W406!!

Truly Lots of people said that my blog is dead -.-

So i am gonna do a revival! HAHAS !

My Bowling Score Was 96 ! HAHAS THANK TO HUI SHAN AND HUI LING FOR THE SUPPORT! IT WAS AWESOME TIME WITH THEM TY!

5Days Of Prayer Was Totally Awesome! It's totally awesome! God is good! 1hour to me is like 10mins? or less .

Conversation

ME: Hey Israel you going for Friday prayer?

Israel : Said Ya i going for all the days .

ME: Waa You Muslim? Only Muslim Go Friday Prayer!

HAHAHAS!

Truly It Was Awesome Time With My Jie Felicia! Hexing! Fun~~ Awesome

Pass Few Days I AM Attack By The Devil AND I MUST NOT GIVE UP! Noo I must stand ! So i'll stand! My classmate call me do the thing that the devil is attacking me! But the more you guys said the more i will go against it! BTW = Trying To Cut Shot My Post TTM!

I HAVE TO STAND STRONG AND FIRM DURING THIS TYPE OF SEASON!

God Bless You ALL!

Longsest Death

2010-08-03T02:03:00.000-07:00

Wow.!
Hey Peeps Long Time No BLOGS T.T
Hahas God has been awesome all the time now, next time and forever!
Cuz My God Saves .

Though W406 Multiply Still The Same Annoting is still there!
Love!

I ♥ CG !

Waa Freak Up Life

2010-06-30T08:32:00.000-07:00

So freak up! Haiz . IN school freak up with people ! Waa liew i really bad sliding every single one in the revival team all got attack Queensway, Bukit Merah (Except for Jeremy) Haiz!

Damn what sia! My birthday wth like no one give a shit! Jeremy birthday ai zai so many people! Haiz . But what the use complaining at the end of the day i keep whining, whining never helps!

But anyways! I celebrated Jeremy birthday treated him to Swenson and bought him a 'Top Man' shirt! Waa so bless right my birthday nothing -.-! But nvm always look on the bright sight at least he happy :D

Finally all my anger is gone ai zai!
P.S Jeremy keep stalking my msg on Fiona Wai only! Oo he jealous? Or is he in love! :D
Jeremy Wishes To Have Fiona The Wai as His Girlfriend for a week :D Haha Jokes :D

School Reopening!!

2010-06-23T20:41:00.001-07:00

Grrr why is school re-opening! Grr.
Haiz . Haven't be blogging for quite a long time >.<>

Cuz i will explain it in this pic :D

Always thinking you will always be with me but actually it's lies! But anways this is not important!

Hahas last few days of holidays ! Must spend it wisly like going to stayover at people house and so on! Hahas i spent my holiday really well! Cuz i played PS3 with my closest friend and sleep over ! And what's great FIFA WORLD CUP!! Cuz i can watch it everyday! So bless holiday!

Not much to blog le!

But God is good all the time!

When i'm lost i can look and you'll find me , Time after Time!

City Harvest Goes Headline!

2010-06-06T01:33:00.000-07:00

Noooo City Harvest Got Into The Headline of Straits Time!
At first i though it was a compliment actually our church is in trouble! Noooo! Why oppose us right after Asia Conference .

If my church is taken away how am i going to live any longer! It's a place where dreams and prayers come true! If you were to take my church away, i can rather you take my life as well, literally! Why do people do good things and end up with persecution . Without City Harvest i might join gang, smoke, drink, sniff glue, take drugs and so on. But City Harvest and W406 was the one that lead me through all the hard times and helping me to chose the right decision!

City Harvest became so huge because of Prayer, fasting and unity! United we will stand! Our faith won't be shaken and we will stand stronger then ever! A test we all must go through as a church! I trust Pst. Kong! All the way! I Love You .

You can take our church down but you can NEVER EVER TAKE US DOWN!

♥ God ♥ City Harvest ♥ W406 ♥

Asia Conference !

2010-05-31T02:45:00.000-07:00

Hey Readers,
Back To Blogging . Never Been Blogging Cause I Was At ASIA CONFERENCE! Haha, it was seriously a life changing experience! Culture Mandate ! Wow Ar.Bernald! I Really Love Asia Conference! 2012 Is The Next Asia Conference I Can't Miss IT!

Let Me Show A Trailer Of Asia Conference!

Cool Right! And i got autograph from famous christian band like CHC & C3 Wooo Cool! Shoke hands with them arr such great experience! Though have to queue extremely long and hot it's still worth it! Best Asia Conference So Far!

I Believe That This Is The Generation To Take Asia By Storm! Culture Mandate! I will go all out for Christ and reach out to the lost! And bring their Self-Esteem and Self-Concept Back!

I believe in self-determination and can impact my marketplace! The determination to never give up ! I wasn't sent to this school not by chance but by a reason!

Ever Wonder .

2010-05-16T11:18:00.000-07:00

Hey Readers,
Back to posting after a long time. Haha i don't know how long any ways. Have you ever wonder that your bad things is actually a good thing .
Few Days Ago i find out that my bad thing is irritating but actually that's my talent i guess. Cuz only when i am irritating i will be extremely daring! And when i am irritating i dare to do anything . Eg ? Acting Out A Drama ? Making Speech ? Lots Of Stuff !
So Find You Hidden-Talent Today :D

Friday Was A Day I When Around Singapore Finding Job But Before That I Meet 4 Greats Friends . Abraham, Jiaxin , Shannell , Angelin Win [P.S I Dk How To Spell]
We When Far East and eat and shop a great time of fellowship. Me And Abraham Got A Job At Mos or Long John Sliver! GREAT TIME WITH HSS!

Concern ?

2010-05-10T07:57:00.000-07:00

Hey Readers it has been a long time since i posted!
Few Days ago was Hui Shan birthday. Still haven't decided what to buy for her? Care bear or ? Hahas what do people know about Concern ? So as we all know we don't live in a perfect world and a broken down world! None of us is perfect.
There are good and bad people but no one is perfect. Actually bad people wasn't born bad, it was just the decision they chose to be good or bad. Or maybe they were influence? Good people wasn't born so kind so good. They all chose to be good and follow the right path or influence .
Concern finally, people who are usually concern for you are the people in your surrounding by asking how's your life all that and when your sad obviously they will cheer you up! So if you notice that's good but have you ever thank them no.
Now it's a chance to say thanks too [Exclude Family]
~Enyun
~Hui Shan
~Eugene
♥ To Them ♥
Nothing is impossible! It just difficult only. My Favourite Quote.
Or i-m-possible I M POSSIBLE TO DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME!

Glee :D

2010-04-29T20:01:00.000-07:00

Hey Peeps,

It's Been A Long Time Since I Blog, Cuz i have been watching Naruto Shippuden and Glee. Glee is a super awesome show it's about Love, Muscial Drama, People Life, People Who Are Different, Touching Show! Hahas ♥ Glee.

Tokio Hotel is in Singapore and in Asia! They were interview by Muttons At Midnight Super Cool! Hahas. School Life became way better. I never hated that one person that backstab me. Just forgive and slowy forget . :D

Yesterday at libarary i fold 200+ hearts with Yi lin, Amanda, Hsiutorng, Veronica, Chin Kiat! MY Hand HURTS! We fold till 8+ Then we went home!

Alot of hard work. Isn't those hearts look nice. :D

120 Post-Relation Better!

2010-04-23T10:17:00.000-07:00

Hey Peeps,
Truly God is a great God! During prayer meeting, i prayed for my friends who object me. Half of them stick to me as close as before. God is a Great God!
Cycling With My Sis, Junyang, Yuwen and Yanling At East Coast!
It was awesome Junyang was extremely joker! So we cycle to the hawker centre and eat and my father bought alot of satay for us to eat! Hahas after that me and junyang headed down to the skate park! It was super big and awesome and is the biggest skate park in Singapore! Then Junyang go play! So he was attempting to go down the 3metre slope and to the 2metre slope! It was crazy and he did it! So after a long tried day of cycling me and Junyang go play acrade so we played the sumo game! Is see whether how hard can you hit! At first he use his hand punch 68points in the machine put 8highest. So he not happy so low. Then his second try stand 5metre away from the machine. Then he run flying kick 128 points almost half the difference! 2 highest! Last try flying kick then his pants almost split! 122 points aww. My Turn 1st try kick 88points 2nd 89point 3rd 98 points all by kicking :D
At The End of The Day It Was Awesome!

Pure Persecution

2010-04-21T07:45:00.001-07:00

Hey Readers,
I Am pure stress up! It's hard to smile or to lie that you are happy but actually you are at your lowest point in your life! Sometime i wish i close my eyes and let God settle all for me!
How did people hate me? It started by having a thought of starting a revival of 30 people!
How things happen?
Sunday cell group at my house! Wei Ren said about desire and dreams . Then suddenly God inspire me to continue the revival in my school!
Monday, [The Revival]
I went to school quite okay ! Then i went prayer meeting alone i ask God, about the revival. Is not the right time now. But the time will come soon! So i need to get the people! Then God told me about Dino. Then boomxz he is super spritual and play piano!
Tuesday, [Persecution Starts]
Went to school i talk to Dino and he says he play piano for his youth ministry! So i am amaze of what God told me! Btw a lot of people in my class hate Dino cuz people think he is a flirt! Then i told him about the things, he is sort of getting persecuted for playing Christian songs on the piano and sounds like a melody and in the hall and all the girls praise him. So some of the boy will jealous and hate him. Continue my story. Went to class then they hate me cuz i go with Dino. All my closest friend back stabber me. So they bad mouth about me until i like some bastard. I knew this will happen God told me in prayer meeting! True enough Persecuted! So obviously they will treat me like dog.
Wednesday, [God Explain my whole life]
Go to school Tevis, said you change a lot see you like some blinky blank blank. Patiently i am. He scold me all the a to z words. He said ' You look deep into your heart you change alot' Then i was thinking that he never look at his own heart before critisizing people. He make a girl literally cried secrectly. Only me and Dino knew so confort her.Then Patiently and let him say till he is happy!
Many bad things they have done but yet i try my best to forgive first time! The hardest test God gave me.
God explain My whole life!
He show all my bad and the reasons . So i sat at prayer meeting keeping Pst Kong words forgive and forget so I PRAYED FOR THOSE WHO HATES ME AND OPPOSE ME! Though it was hard still i pray for them! If they never hate-d me it won't boost me on starting a revival! Love them no matter how much they hated me! Nothing can stop me from starting start a revival again!!
-Enyun thanks for doing folo up but now i am okay :D
After this test is over i will be even a stronger person!

->Change<-

2010-04-11T10:01:00.001-07:00

Yo Peeps!

CG At My House Was Awesome! Love! I just got bless with a 60 dollar floor ball stick! Posting about a change?

Change! Obama change!
Will you change your personality for a person? Your looks? This picture show that I don't want to change? But i don't want to change i want to stay like what i am! But we have to change we can't be stuck at a place but we have to keep moving! Change OBAMA ! Speech Ralley :D

Different Between Boys In Mix School And In Pure School!
Hmm, in a mix school usually when you see a girl you just know you will be kind of shy. And it's very hard for you to interact. That is from my point of view :D In a mix school you interact with girls better! Sharring problems, disturbing them :D
In Mix School You Look Less Handsome.
In Boys School You Look More Suai.
I Thinks So -.-

Cell Group Multiplication!
After hearing that news my heart crack into a million pieces . You might think that, it's just friends so? Hmm W406 is my whole life every moment i spent with them! They're not those just come and go friends. ITS FAITH, LOVE And FRIENDSHIPS! It's Just Basically Show The Most Important Ingredient To Have! It's The Little Things In Life That We Properly Ignore Until It's Gone Then We Care! How important are they? Everyone in the cell groups plays a part! When i am lost they lead me back home! But one thing for sure, Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love. But that doesn't mean you love them any less! Sometimes it even makes you love them more! LOVE YOU W406 ! A FAMILY OF LOVE !

I Am Confused Of Friendship!

2010-04-08T07:07:00.000-07:00

Hey Peeps,
Have you ever wonder who is you true best friends? Or friends that do not backstab?
Aww Backstabbing. You Do Not Know That People Are Backstabbing You! Just look at the world today! Backstabbing, Politics and Sucking Thumb.[P.S Why is sucking thumb inside][P.S Ans: Cuz They Are Scare Of The World Today] O!
The world today is so :S Bo Wei Gonk!
The world today won't be like this if the snake bite the apple. Bible Knowledge Fail! ( Joking Only Christian Dun Hold Any Hatred On Me! )

Hmm, a true friend? Maybe you all know is Ying Jia my bff . Faithful Friendship! Hmm, let's see then, A friend i say him he not happy -.- Fiq -.- Follow me cause i know people. So Follow me but behind my back never treat my like one :S Amirul, my sec 1 best friend and my only malay friend i extremely close to! Because i got into trouble he helped me and got suspended! A lot of thing he helped me! Yet, i shouted at him once by accident. But today i called him and tell him come slack with Me, Tevis and Jeremy so we slack had the most awesome! Ever! Hahas :D They came my house and play teken! I Love Fellowshipping With Them! Brother Hood Bondz One Day Our Clique Will Re-unite! Brother Hood Bondz has 23 people inside :D Class Clique!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ W406 Ultimate Family Of All! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

-<>.<>-

2010-04-05T02:42:00.000-07:00

Heys !
Recently had been very moody. Always getting scolded by cell group memeber. Always flare up after they scold. Haiz but must control. Today most can't stand it is my home econ teacher. Want make me super angry testing me.
Lot's Of People Change!
I've change not being better but even worse! Almost got suspended for class. Haiz, kind of back slidding. Though of being better but now worse! Hmm, when i always trying to change people will scold me out of no where. So the whole Good Friday To Easter keep getting scolded either for being late or espicially irritating . But God bless me with three guardian angel. Both of them had the same character extremely good and paitient. How can i ever thank them? But i just do not how to treasure untill they are gone. So i should treasure all i have now, before it's too late. I MUST CHANGE! How? it's so hard, but my Saviour overcome it! My Saviour can move moutains what can he not do to help me . God always see me.

Easter Service On Friday :D

2010-04-02T10:11:00.001-07:00

Hey Peeps,
Love! Hahas, Good Friday is when my best friend died for us 2000years ago. Cool, So as usual i ask everyone! Rachael Finally Accepted! xD She went Jurong West service with her parents :D So happy for her :D Hock Meng also, he also came to church! Today same service as me! Yay finally two successful reach out!
Conversation With Rachael!
Oswin : Haha hi Rach, how did you find service today? Was the drama cool?
Rachael : Haha, yes . But ther something i regret. I forget bring my phone and cam. Lols. But its cool =)
Oswin : Yay Rach enjoy the service.
On Friday Expo Service,
The service was awesome hanging out with trio, Fiona, Jeremy and Me :D The Sec 2 . Hahas had a awesome thing. Something that i felt really angry i won't tell who is it -.-
I Was Talking To Hock Meng, if whether he wanted to join us for fellowship. Then i shout at SOMEONE to wait but apparently they just went off. Then i ran to find them and told Hock Meng i'll call him later. So i was quite piss-off that i tio panseh , So i called a certain person but the reply make me more angry! So i called Fiona and tell her very pek chak, ya then she kup my phone. Nvms.
Then i saw N346, cool they waited for me. No lar :D But saw them and told them hi! Haha when i went up i saw Qiming he was super angry at me i know. But he didn't told he was angry. Then i was lecture. Then is like new friend need make so much sacrifice first tio meh liao, all this happen i very angry i super angry, i just shut up. I angry until i almost cry but i still SHUT UP! So okay i relax already. Reach Tampinese okay act normal :D Fiona and Jeremy go apologise to me that they panseh me. So i like nvm :S Also Not ON Purpose :D Love You Fiona And Jeremy.
I Will Twist It Into A Mesage Format,
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Love Of Easter Egg!

2010-03-31T08:30:00.000-07:00

Hey Peeps,
Do You know Easter is round the corner! Hahas and God has done a miracle, I prayed that Rachael will get save last year but i didn't prayed this year. So today she told me her parents allow her to come CHC! Then i like wow, God is awesome but he is telling me by praying consistently and believing miracle can happen. Though maybe is impossible all things are possible through Christ!
Easter, Good Friday, Cant Wait For It!
All of a sudden i am on fire for God as i first was on fire for him! Good Friday God died for our sin.

God's Love Never Fail!

Easter Egg, Jesus Conquers The Grave

May God Bless You!

Come To Christ, The Love, Christ Clean Away All Your Evil Deeds!

God Is Not A Religon But God Is A Relationship Between Man!

Hope You Enjoy! This Friday Make A Decision To Know A Best Friend You Never Once Knew. He Died For You! May God Bless You!

The Punk Rocker :D

2010-03-30T21:46:00.000-07:00

Hey Peeps,
Today I didn't go school. So its because i was to tired and i can't move. So today i am here to share with you guys quite a interesting story.
There was a band called The Bees, so they were quite a average rocker, they were street performances and they get their cash when people gave them money on how good were they. So there was a week where they totally did not receive any money. So they can't pay the rental for the street performance. Then a guy went pass saying. You guys do not have any business? So the guy told them go out to the Stadium and perform, at first they said who this guy? We are already in debt and if we go to the stadium and perform they will be in deep debt. So they have little faith but they trust in him and perform at stadium by God's Grace the stadium of 5000 people show up and it was pack! They now have more money to cover their debt and even go for a world tour. So they ask the guy what's your name before he left and said he was God!
These Story Has A Little Twist To The Story Of Peter Simon and The Beatles . Hope You Enjoy!

W406's Love!

2010-03-28T08:58:00.000-07:00

Hey readers,
Most People blog because They Are Either Happy Or Sad Or Frustrated Or To Express Their Feeling. A small amout blog because they need to or they are bored.
Today I Am Blogging About Being Love,
How Was I Inspire?
Today, we went to suntec and vivo city to fellowship! Hahas :D It was very fun and awesome then all of a sudden Jeremy was sick everyone panic! All crowd around him asking whether was he okay. Then is like Wanyi told one person Jeremy was sick then all concern. Then is like Caspia And Jeremy.L brought him to SGH with Taxi! Then Wei Ren and Joan go visit him also. Then Felicia suddenly said if i were sick no one will care. Then it reminds me of when i was at Marina Barrage outing with N346. When i was sick until almost knock out the most concern about me was firstly Enyun, Jasper, My Sister, Wanyi, Israel and Wei Ren. Compare to me and Jeremy's Huge Crowd. At First i was kinda of jealous then the next second i said how could you Oswin! Then boomxz Flash Bang,
Love and Welcome.
When i first entered the cell group, I was super afraid then the most friendly to me immediately is Jing Yuan And Sunthari! Then the only person i talk to was Wanyi and MY Sister and Israel. Then on that night when i return home Qiming called my house and chat with me and talk with me on the phone. First time i never chat with a strange on a phone like i know him for 10years like this. Then Ferlinda called me and chat so cool! She is very mother-ly and quite fierce when i was P6 i was kinda of scare of her! Hahas :D Then Enyun she dote me alot treat me like her younger brother so love [At That Time I Was The Same Height As Her]. Chua Brothers was like super cool to talk to full of game knowledge and bible and human facts! Love Talking to them! Wanyi my Da Jie at that time always taking care of me! :D JASPER THE GUY WHO IMPACTED MY WHOLE LIFE! How he build me up strong to be less shine[Afraid] So i became more talkactive in the cell group first time in my life he taught me a lot of things! I Apply all in my daily life! Turns Out Sec 1 i was the one who had lot's of friends! Thanks JASPER! Wei Ren at first i though he was all those ganster maybe cuz he is big size? Hahas turn's out he so friendly! Haha then everyone words and sentemce he say is super cool, that he can make girl faint with his coolnest(As in Literally)Okay Maybe Fall In Love With Him! I Was Amazed That He Only Had One Girlfriend In His Whole Entire Life and is Cindy! Hahas i though he got a lot stead! Then W406 dote me alot! And yet i didn't treat them that nicely -.- W406! A Family Of Love And Fun!
THANKS W406!
Finally Did Quite Time 2 Months After The Last Quite Time. Hahas trying to hold to the habit of doing quite time 3 times a week to everyday :D JIAYOUS .

Top List Of Irritated! And Dedication Real Bffs :D

2010-03-27T11:20:00.000-07:00

Hey Peeps! Hahas, i have totally no idea to post =O. Hahas let's start with me the most irritating person in people's life.
Top List Of Most Irritating Person In Their Life:D By List :D
->Adeline<-. You Have Totally No Idea How Angry she is! Hahas almost make her cry before. Ps. But Now hahas still like to disturb but friends :D!
->Wanyi<-. Wow She Is Very Irritated cuz of me. But she never's tell anyone o.o But i can tell she dislike me a bit :D Okay i thing alot. But she is my childhood friend or Older sister i look up to!♥! Hahas!
->Enyun<-. Hahas i am starting to follow Eugene's bad DNA. Hahas disturb Enyun until a famous line i hear always! DUN BE A IRRITATEN. I Dunnoe how to spell. But she is my Da Jie Da♥!
->Felicia<- Disturb Disturb Play Play. O Die le. -.- But Very Easy She Forgive Me! My Favourite Da Jie! ♥ JIE ♥
->Hui Shan<- Most Respectable Person! No matter how much i irritate her she just take it as nothing! And she is always that person so quite not notice. Always helping with my problems never fail to make people happy and always a listening ear!My ♥Beloved Jie♥ :D I Really Want Her To Come Church This Easter!!
Okay I Am Lazy To Post The Bffs Post Cuz It's Super Long! So I Will Post It Song
Go Back To Normal Blog!
Today, was a awesome day. Hmm yes i did something great! I impacted Xinyi (My Older Sister The Coolest) life! Now she say she will be committed to come to church! Now i am leaving everything up to Felicia! Hahas today never go acarde sadded -.- But Qiming bring me to acarde 2morrow :D Happy xD

Truly God Will Perform Mircales You Never Know! He is the God Of All! Not Refering To Acarade!

Story of Love's .

2010-03-25T21:14:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps,
Thanks Guys for encouraging me. Hahas now patch up with my Best Friend! Yesterday i did relink wow it toke me half pathetic long hour.
A Story Of Love. [It Something Like Hi My Sweetheart]
One day, a new boy name Paul he was new in bible class. He was very welcome he felt the Love of how his classmate's welcome him. At first he fell in love with this girl called Emily, so he wasn't really love sick for her. But he finds her like a normal girl. In such a big group of 30 surely you like to talk to a certain person and their class usually go out to eat and shop together, So Emily was quite close. But Paul was younger then Emily about a super huge gap. Then a girl name Portia she was fierce to him but it was just for fun and Paul was day dreaming not moving when the class was going to eat at the coffee shop she will pull him and be fierce.From there magically he felt in love with Portia but he didn't told anyone who he love. Paul and Portia got very close. Paul lied to her saying he like another person when he didn't. Then she suspect something that Paul like her so she question Paul. Still Paul didn't told the truth. And There was a time when Paul irritate Portia till she shout at him. He turn extremely moody and regretted. Then his classmate from his normal school told him say quarrel usually is to know each and other better. So he apologise to Portia. But he knew one thing. Portia will strongly disagree relationship cuz something bad happen to her friend. Paul also knew that she will never ever like a German cause she only love's Americian. Which she is a Americian.
The Next Post Hope it won't be a story cuz i nothing to post. And surely my story sucks. My english cmi. And Wanyi agree with it T.T

2010-03-23T11:39:00.001-07:00

Hey peeps, it's time for funny things :D

Rated 18 Above Children Guardiance. NC16. :D Seriously NoChildish-Sexsyness

Seee isn't it NC-16,Seeek,Sickk.
Such Mother Such Children. Biatch.
Hahas :D For You Pokemon Fans Out There.

Okay. Conrupted People.
Aww. So cute. But Beware He will kill you with your BEAR Hands.

Hahas. That's all for today. Too See more go google and search for fuckyeah.tumblr.com :D But Seriously NC16.

~Dee~ Random Pic's And Post :D

2010-03-23T11:10:00.000-07:00

Hey Kathy,
Lubs hahas, you said :' Yes, bestfriend do qurraels, so that they know each and other better :D'
Hahas so we are best friends? Hahas maybe qurrael quite sometimes. But ~Dee~ :D Always turn's out maybe we are bestfriends? Hahas Thanks Anw always making a joke to cheer me up even when i am angry you still can make jokes out of it. Thanks Szb aka Kathy. :D

So it's so called picture time.
A Picture That I Created So Called My Master Peace. It Means Do Everyone Have Their Emo Times, Or Sad? Rate This Picture :D Out Of 10 Stars My Master Piece :D
This Is Another Random Picture What Does Picture tells? Rate Again :D

Best Friends? Who Are Real And Lies?

2010-03-21T10:35:00.000-07:00

Okay People Of The World, Children Of God, :D
Let me ask you guys a simple question, Who are your Real Best Friends and Best Friends that doesn't last for long. Hmm hard question right?
Do best friends qurrael? Do best friends sacrifice? Do best friends rather choose to go out with you?
Okay, i have lot's of people treat me as their bestie, so the thing is which will backstab or which will go with you cuz of the cliques you hang out with? Or is it for fame? Lot's of things.
A friend that i got really close with, then she became my friends. I even share all my personal secrets that only 1 might heard b4 or never. Then i had a qurrael with her recently, and i don't think she will forgive for tapping her in the shoulder to irrate her -.-
A Child Hood Friend,
He is Ying Jia :D My Bestie :D My Bestie that i never qurrael with. No matter how irrating both of us are :D We are brothers that get into trouble together. Almost get caught by security for kicking the ball and hitting the window. Opps.Hahas although he is a strong buddist i am trying to open up to him so he can come church :D.
That Girl Best Friend, is a real best friend. Or is Ying Jia? Who?
Obviously i still got Jeremy and Tevis and Da's Family and DOA :D My Da'Family Brother Hood Bondxz :D Huat Arr.
So Who Ans In My Tag Box Who Is The Real Best Friend?

Angryxz

2010-03-20T08:09:00.000-07:00

ANGRYXZ! Haiz VERY ANGRY!
Why i can't tell people i am angry and just pretend i am sleepy. Maybe cuz i will hurt people's feeling. I really can't take it! I Angry untill speechless i really dunnoe who i am. Sometimes i think i am just in a dream wishing i will wake up after this crazy adventure, and sometimes i feel like staying.
A Actor Emile once said this. 'You won't know how it feels untill it's your turn.'
Thanks Dane i so moody, Dane cheer me up :D Thanks to Yahong and Eugene too luvexzs to them :D Thank You.
Fire and Passion!

Sorry Eh. Felicia

2010-03-18T05:33:00.000-07:00

Hey Felicia, so sorry about today. I am so sorry -.- Cuz i a bit moody.
Hey i can't tell you who i like cuz if i tell you then you the Cgcs will know then will confront me blah blah etc.. So psps had a fun time with u at bk :D Thanks for drawing the boxes for me :D

Chatbox

2010-03-17T11:49:00.000-07:00

Hey Peeps,
Nothing to do meaning go out with friends. So it's kind of hard to think of anything to post -.- So i though of something special to post.
It's Chat Box :D [I NEVER REPLY HERE'S A TIME TO REPLY ALL :D]
Start With Wanyi, Yesarh! Oswin Becoming Better. Haha Happynewyear,
Reply, Thanks :D
Jeremy: Den Me Leh. [Regard To Best Friend]
Reply, Ermm 4get.
Wanyi: You should post your I'm Yours Remix.
Reply, O.o okay
Omg,Abraham: Okie Done,linked you up alr. And yes I'm catholic.Update your blog,dont let it die.
Reply, Thanks :D I Will Update [He Taught me one thing. Once the revival dies, to start and continue doing it is hard -.-]
Shawn.T: Yo link le so u better link me ha.... do all your best for ct, God bless :)
Reply, Thanks :D I Haven't Link you yet untill now -.-
Wanyi : DOA so cool!
Reply, Yes is cool cuz is i made one. [BHB]
Da'Brave(Tevis): yr blog really change alot.
Reply, I know nicer right? haha
Hui Shan : Taq bro! glad to noe tat u feel better le :)
Reply, Thanks for encouraging me at my lowest point of time :D
Israel: I ♥ the whole of Romans 8!
Reply, Yay Man :D
Fiona: Oswin Oswin Oswin! HAHAHA LOVE YOU BROTHER (:
Reply, FIONA FIONA FIONA ! lOVE YOU SISTER :)
Wanyi: Aww YOU SO SWEET LA INCLUDE ME IN UR BFF. *pats head* I also have had a great time tooo~
Reply, Aww, Dun pat my head to vigorously a lot of time later i become dumb 0.0, Had A Fun Time toooo~
DApoopee(Junyang): whaaa u got so many gans!
Reply, Yup and ur one :D
Jeremy: Cool ^.^ Link ...
Reply, I Obviously cool mar i look like Wu Zun:D [Learn From Eugene Poh Khoon Sheng]
Hui Shan:Taq! lol mi gt more photo wan? anyway gratz 4 th 101 post lol.
Reply, Hahas Thanks lol.
FIONA THE WAI: OSWIN I LOVE YOU AS A BROTHER,SO CUTE!
Reply, FIONA I HATE YOU, SO YELLOW-ISH. JK, I LOVE YOU AS A SISTER :D SO CHIO :D
So that's all the post i have :D Hope You Hate or Hate To The Core Reply's From ME :D
All Glory To God, Let The Youth Take Asia By Storm!

Inspire Person,

2010-03-15T19:50:00.000-07:00

Something Special About The Inspiring Person.

You are consider a model to me, cuz you have like 20 over people asking you for stead. And i have 0. Sadded -.-

*The star lean down to kiss you, and I lie awake and miss you. Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere, You are someone admire about. I must say i hate you to you until you hate me then i can let go.

Its' very hard to let go but learn to let go and continue with serving God wholeheartedly, i hope i am doing the right thing :D

Yu Ai, By Rainie Yang.

From Camp :D

2010-03-15T11:45:00.000-07:00

Hey Peeps,
Pass Few Days didn't post cuz i was in Camp, At Costa Sand beside Escape Theme Park :D A very awesome time, Youth Meeting Was A Blast :D

--> Camp <--

Going to camp on the first day, everyone take out laptop Dota! A small lan shop in chalet :D During the first day of the camp was all about night cycling, I drift and then i jump over the bushes and i fell to the ground injured. Aww. Chee Hwee best fell 6 times, hand bleeding really dunnoe how he cycle. But was quite fun.
Second day woke up, and pray and ask my officers and nco they allow me to go for expo svc. I was super happy then i can attend though i didn't attend cgm -.- But still thank God he make all things possible.

--> Youth Meeting <--

Youth meeting was a blast, Enyun said was true sacrifice to the Lord, and he will return you the double portion and i truly enough i receive the anointing so strong that hands became hot and tremble. Peace of God surpass all understanding.
BGR Love, Hate it.

Inspire Person :D

A person who inspire me was a girl, she impact me by trying so hard by meeting up to my needs. She inspire my by even so far apart from her father she can communicate with her father so well. Even in Singapore and far apart from another side of Singapore still their relationship is awesome. Impacted me to go on with what am i doing.

Next post [Special Thing About Inspire Person]

101 Post :D Vivo :D

2010-03-11T04:41:00.000-08:00

Hey Peeps,
It's My 101 Post :D Gratz To Me hehes :D , Update Jack Neo poor thing sio. Should we forgive him? Hahas :D Jeremy also said sorry to me le :D Hehes so now life rocks! Today went vivo :D

---> Vivo City <---
Today Amirul Da'Rev, Chin Kiat, Huiling, Huishan And ME OSWIN DA'BODO :D . We went to eat at Habour Front hawker centre, Huishan and Huiling ate carrot cake and Me and Chin Kiat ate Wanton Mee Loves :D Hahas so after that we headed down to ToysR'us to watch Magic trick :D Something very bad happened, include Manager, Principle and etc.. Dunwant to elaborate but if you want to know you ask me :D Hehes, after that we went to sky park to play it was one of the best time i ever spent :D Hehes we climb up the top of the building :D Then i jump down then i step on a spliter waa pain -_- Bleeding sio. But we have a very fun time :D

Pictures Time At Vivo City :D,

Vivo City. :D
We were looking at that :D
Chinkiat, Amirul and Me :D Nice?

Me And Amirul :D

Brothers Of Da's :D Loves :D

A Random Picture of me and the roof top :D

We Were Actually on the Roof Top :D xD

---> A Person That Inspire Me Next Post <---

Few Things :D

2010-03-09T07:20:00.000-08:00

Hey Peeps,
Haiz, today really dunno what to say to that person. I already say sorry liao dun want. Then go emo the more he emo the more sad.
[Typical]
2day Tevis ask Jeremy, why he emo-ing then he said, I any how say bad things. I want explain but he dun want then bad mouth haiz. Really dunnoe what to say liao. Then I Ask Hui Shan And Kathy then, they said are you guilty actually maybe about the true or dare part, but now he say until. Sian! I really dunnoe what to say i want to help him the. How can i protect him if he like this? Nvm liao. Once More 'Sorry' To Jeremy. God Test Indeed is Challenging if its Not Challenging How Can We Grow Stronger? :D
[Continue With Life]
Went with ♥Felicia Jie Jie♥ and ♥Wanyi Bakuteh♥, fellowship with them was actually one of the best out of the cell group fellowship.We played 'True or Dare' And 'Shoot, Shag, Marry' And Share Personal Things :D Hehes know a lot of secrets :D Then Felicia left us and goes tution. After that i have dinner with Wanyi, Pepper Lunch! Hehexz.
Everyone left so i took 131 and got lost, at Little India so i take untill Balastier then i called my father fretch me cuz i got lost there :S
Thanks to my BFF! [Not by order :D]
-->Tevis Da'Brave >Cheer Me Up<
-->Amirul Da'Rev >Accompany Me Always When In Need Of Help<
-->Dino Da'Crapy >Play Games Childhood Games<
-->♥Felicia♥ >Hehes Ans All My Calls And Sms :D When I Am Bored In Need Of Help :D<
-->♥Wanyi♥ >Joker a encourager :D<
-->Hui Shan >Always a good listner<
-->Kathy >Supportive<
-->Jeremy >Booasting me Up<

2010-03-08T07:01:00.000-08:00

I Tio Boom I Won't take any action this time.
God Thanks For Helping Me through tough time :D
You Gave Me A Verse.
Romans 8:28,
And we know all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.

Help?

2010-03-08T06:34:00.000-08:00

Yo Peeps,
Yay I Am back in blogging more often :D Thanks Abraham And Tevis:D
[Monday Life]
Today actually was a very fun day, cuz of true or dare and so on, So i dare Tevis to tell Jeremy bapok. Then he go show the mouth movement saying bapok(Gay). Then Jeremy look at Tevis And I then he say: "Say Lor" And Give 'The Face' which i usually do on Wanyi to irritate her. Then We Didn't explain he just left, okay nvm :D
At Recess me and ck were eating then went Jeremy came i told Chin Kiat about nothing to relate about personal life or Jeremy, then Jeremy look at me so i look back then diao me then i said "what sia?" The he give the same face again sebei Dul@n..
Ending Of Day Lesson was Chinese Lesson :D So Tevis and i was chatting then he go make a joke so i scolded Tevis Datuk(Old Man) lar. This time Jeremy sitting opposite me stare at me then give me that face again then i super pis-off. I could have go there punch him in the face but 'NO' i cant, cuz i needed impact Jeremy's life it's so hard if he HATE me. Haiz..
WANYI I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL LE SO SORRY :(
Now Jeremy How I Need Help :S
JEREMY RELAX LA SORRY :D
[Queensway]
Today went queensway shopping centre to buy shoe so Amirul Da' Rev who is willing to tag along:D We ate Laska and Chicken Rice :D Then Fellowship was awesome with my Father and Amirul :D Then all of a sudden Hui Ling Mother Called And Shout at Amirul at first,
Amirul: Relax Auntie,
HL's Mom: You Shut Up What Relax? You Spread Bad Things About my daughter! (Which He Didn't)
Amirul: Auntie cooldown let me explain.
HL's Mom: I Don't Want Your Explaination.
Amirul Shout: Diam Lar I Trying to Explain You Stupid Biatch!
The whole laska stall people look at him then very lol!
After that we finally bought my shoe and is a skater shoe xD Fun Day After All
Tevis Ck ME :D

:D Loves :D Church Building

2010-03-07T08:06:00.000-08:00

Hey Peeps,

Hmm you guys should heard of our church building!! Our New Church Building! Suntec Loves!

Name It After Sun? But Anw Thank God For Such a wonderful building :D Suntec So Unexpected :D! THANK GOD!!

Today Was About Bearing Fruit :D

So Yufen during the worship she was referring to me what she said was 'Maybe today you're going through a very hard time! Friends backstabbing you at your lowest point...'

Then she said a verse Pslam 138:7 'Though I walk in the midst of trouble, You will revive me, You will stretch out Your hand Against the wrath of my enemies, And Your right hand will save me. Amen!

Back to bearing fruits, I feel that God is telling me to impact Jeremy's life. So I learn something giving up your attention is something very hard for me. I going to do that so I can reach out confidently :D Always fame have stop me from reaching out so now i must try! Impact Peoples Life :D

Pass Few weeks i never do quite time and i find it quite hard so trying to go back to the old habit! So JiaYous! Today Was An Awesome Day :D Cuz Got Cg Meeting With N346 And W406!!

God I Love You :D

[ThanksGiving Next Post]

Disappointed .

2010-03-02T00:55:00.000-08:00

Yo Peeps :D
Omg It 2nd March 4 MORE DAYS ! Special Thanks To Tevis Da'Brave and Chin Kiat :D
[Disappointment]
Today Was Quite Awesome saving up money for Build & Arise :D 2Day was one of the best day cuz it's very fun playing with Dino :D.

D.O.A Brothers! Huat Arr!
D.ino Da' Dummy
O.swin Da' Bodo
A.mirul Da' Rev

Starting of the school Very Happy :D Then everyone steady come my house then THE PERSON THAT MAKE ME DISAPPOINTED! Pan Seh Me! So i call the person then she\he said going a place **** **** so i super piss-off!! Then actually by right if he going that place he suppose jio me go but nvr so disappointed :( Then cause everyone to waste their bus fare! So i super disappointed then Tevis and Chin Kiat cheer me up they came my house! And make me laugh we really had lots of fun! I Think it will be EVEN Better Then The Karoke Opps. The reason he did this was maybe i didn't said he was best friend...

Thank God For Giving Me Two Best Friend That is Always There For Me!! :D Thank You Hui Shan for listening to my problem and make feel better :D. Even if this make me disappointed i want to Thank Him that He didn't let me take harder Challenges :D

Special Thanks To Humans!!

-Tevis Da'Brave (Joker)
-Chin Kiat :D (Fun)
-Hui Shan' Jie ( Willing To Listen To Me)
-Disappointed Person( Closer Relationship With Other People)

2010-02-27T10:34:00.000-08:00

Yo Peeps!! :D
Here is Something Cool For You Guys!!

Music Video I Created!! OMG!!
[Rate, Comment & Sub]

I’m Yours (Da’Bodo)

Cools Right?

Here's another irrating video :D
Right Round Ft Tik Tok

3 Things to do
1. Rate

2.Comment

3.Subscibe :D

Blah Many Things Had Happen..

2010-02-20T08:16:00.000-08:00

Yo Peeps Manxz, Credits To: My Brother From Another Mother Abraham! :D Cuz He Raise My Blog Dead Blog To A LIVING BLOG hahas.. :D Father Abraham His A Philippine I Think And His A Catholic.. Cool =D.

[Spiritual Life And Mediocre Life]

Hmm update about this week in my life.

On Wed i was so determine to show good example by stop talking back to teachers.. I was also determine to stop scolding vauglar went my friends make me (Du-lan shop). On monday it wasn't that bad..

On Thursday i became very bad immediately! In term of character and paitient. I knew it long time ago that i was back sliding. But everytime i tried so hard to climb up but falled down! I wasn't reading the bible or the doing quite time any more.

I Make it a point to be better...

[FRIDAY CROSS COUNTRY RUN!]

3.2km Run. Boom chiong arr!! Starting i was at top 20 position. Middle 90 position, then i saw Jeremy so we ran together! At the ending i ran like [xiao hai bu bai chi].. So i was just beside Jeremy then i think i over take him! 60+/200..

I didn't ran for 8 Months and i got top 30% hehes!

Friday, i went to Queensway Shopping Centre to eat laska with Dino, Amirul! After that we went Dino house to play with his Puppy! And His Music DJ!! Hahas Fun, Peace, Love And Joy!!

~Overall I Found My 2 Best Friend Dino and Amirul~

+ Tevis But He Not Inside This Post..

I will make a different for the school and impact friends life! To Bring Them To The Harvest!!

Be On Fire For God :D

My Blog IS Dead?

2010-02-12T23:03:00.001-08:00

Omg Yo Peeps! My Blog IS Dead!! Awww... Hahas Is 13 Feb And Is Chinese New Year Eve! You Guys must be so excited haha!
>>>Pass Few Days, Whats Happening In My Life<<<
Pass Few Days I Stead with this girl called Umi.. We Were Just Playing :D Hahas, Then The Next Day the whole Sec 2 Is Asking Me You Stead with Umi Arr... So for the whole day i am saying how you know how you know about it... So The Next Next day they asked me why i stead with a malay girl i said there are two reasons!
1) We were just playing..
2) I was con my a chinese girl more then 10 times cuz maybe she flirt alot i dk? And She never ever telled anyone who she like so i think she is a flirt >>>.<<<
[Yesterday]
I went out with My Cliques = BHB = Brother Hood Bondz We went to a rail way train track and we played at there it was one of the best time i ever spend and we played with beer bottle :D After that we hike to the hill top so it was a very Adventures day for me :D
[Bond]
I was playing lan shop with my friends and then a group of people came in and played with us and i make good friends with them and they were awesome!! Hahas :D
>>>Pass Few Days, What's Happening In My Spiritual Life<<<
[Monday]
Skip lesson and rude..
[Tuesday]
Fight And Rude Skip Class..
[Wed]
Start To Change After Learning My Lesson :D
[Thur]
Changing And Becoming Better
[Fri]
Good To Friends :D But i felt that i had backslider for the pass few days :(
Thanks To God I Was Save!!
In Every Situation There Might Be No Hope But God Sees A Path
Example : There Might Be a Tsunami And Is Going To Hit Your Country.. Everyone said that there isn't any hope But God see a route to escape and so that we will be save!
So Friends Maybe You Think There Isn't Any Hope God Will Make A Way Though It Seems To Be No Way :D
If God Can Raise The Dead What Can He Not Do For You :D
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End Of Story :D
I Wish You A Happy New Year
Shen Ti Jian Kan And Kong Hee Fai Cai!!
KONG HEE FAI CAI!! TO MY FELLOW FRIENDS!

Jia You!

2010-01-31T07:14:00.000-08:00

Hello Actually I Was Going TO Post A Video But Sadly i dunnoe how to use my handphone so cant >.>>>> How Was Today<<<<
Actually Woke Up Play Maplesea Then Now Lvl 40 Hunter! Waaa Pro? Haha JKJK!
I played Computer Untill 2.30, chiong to Yew Tee to Ernest House!!During Worship Although sweat a lot and leg pain amazingly presence still awesome! Then Wei Ren Preach About Receiving Miracle From God!! Word was awesome! Next Time went i go exercises i keep confessing the promises! Hahas Then It Will Come To Past! Hahas then fellowship was lot's of fun! Awesome time!
<<<<Home>>>>
Then reach home do quite time 1st time after so long! Then I Got Disturb cuz of the commotion outside my room! Then i started thanks giving then so irrated by the outside commotion! [Then I Almost Said Thank God For The Noise Outside Now I So Irrated!] JKJK! So I went out then waa my mother scold me... Waaa Then I Now Going Through Alot Of Struggle! Then now i really want to Go MaD! Then i punch the wall untill my skin came of... So Pain! Then Felicia chat with me then all my sorrow and anger just fade away ^.^ But when she asked who you angry at i Said Myself i very humble right haha [BHB] But I Will Never Blame Others Cause Its My Fault >.<>
Compo Time:
All Of A Sudden 'Boom Boom Boom' Oswin's Mother Knocks The Door
Ma: Off The Computer Now!
Me: (Bo Chap)
Ma: OFF THE COMPUTER NOW AND OPEN THE DOOR!
Me: (Diam lar) Coming... [ Oswin Opens The Door ]
Ma: Turn Off The Computer Now!
Me: 5 More Min [Now i Using more then 1hour]
So At Last I Felt the presence and the day Ended of well with still lots of trial and tribulation!

A Long Time Since I Posted..

2010-01-23T10:05:00.000-08:00

Why I So Long Nvr Post Hahas? Maple Now Currently Getting Spam At ESW Aka Entrace to Spicy World... Hahas!

>>>This Whole Week<<<
School waa, surronding i act lyk some small boy very immature all that haiz... Then alot of fight taken place then i nvr stop.. Haiz then got alot people make me du--n ... Lor BTH! But Forgive actually want fight but at last sua! Then Saturday BB, then BB want me quit Attributes which is nvr or impossible! So i super angry in the morning! Then i finally had a proper svc after 3wks then i though can't felt the presence then starting worship i teared presence peace of God surpass all understanding! I Really felt the presence! Cuz at first in my mind was waa a lot of test like God want me go BB then BB want me out of Attributes by faith i trust God! Nothing Is Impossible!! Then went Pst.Kong sing the last worship song my leg tremble the presence struck like nvr b4 the only time i felt the presence was quite long le!! Hahas..
Then Fellowship at Vivo Very Fun Had My Best Time There!! Loves!

>>>>>Message<<<<<
We've been worry too much about the future! So tonight, go ahead, put your faith in God :D, and just have a peaceful evening and a restful sleep! :D

Happy New Year.. Sorry..

2009-12-31T11:28:00.000-08:00

Hey Peeps,
Just Wanna Write A Letter Of 2009 Last Day.. But Now Is 2010.
Aww..
I Shed Tears But You Shed Even More... When i make mistake you help me! Thanks You W406! And Sorry W406!
I Dunnoe How Long Can I Bear The Pain!!
Anw Happy New Year :D!
...........................................................................................
W406
...........................................................................................

The Best Chalet Ever!

2009-12-30T11:30:00.000-08:00

Hey Peeps, Pass Few Days I Was At A Chalet A Super Huge Chalet Hahas.. The experience is real great and i will blog abt it! Hahas..
Day 1, (Will Time)
Play Will! All The Way Untill 1.45a.m then later we went to play Squence! Cool Right Hahas i Taunt 4days so i super tired then i speak out lots of rubish like i dunnoe what i am speaking out!
Day 2, (BBQ Time)
I Slept for a short while till Enyun and her gang return with Mc Donalds' Breakfast! Hahas! Then Later Xing Jie, Shi Qian And Me went up to sleep at first i pillow fight them untill so tired i slept for 2hours! Hahas i woke up so so tired the first thing i saw was Shi Qian and Xing Jie sleeping beside each and other so cute couple! After that i went down to help start the BBQ fire. THen Enyun said keep moving or else red ants will bite us so she march! Hahas Then really fellowship untill u really treat them lyk ur family! Cuz Jo Was Playing Mini Basketball so i joined in and started dunking and i change the atmosphere to a fun atmosphere hahas! When the BBQ was over Eugene, Enyun and me went to clear up and my shirt got dirty at that part i was super angry cuz i just bath! After clearing finish i went up and change my clothes then Enyun said help Jedi clear the trash bag i was super angry at that time like 'Why Other People No Need Clear Only Me!' So I change my clothes again and help Jedi clear up everything! So all together i change my shirt 4 times!
Day 3, (Spirtual Time)
Still Taunting, Jing Yuan, Yahong, Adeline, Dane, Josiah and i were playing the English game.. Hahas really enjoy my time there! Then we woke Enyun cuz we were to loud so Enyun went over to the next room to sleep by herself so i accompany her it will be super scary if u were sleeping a super huge room by urself so i waited for her to fell asleep then go off! (When Enyun sleep super cute(First Time Saying People Cute) la like a baby wrap up with cloth!) Then Kai Ling came over and ask if anyone wanted Mac! After that i follow her back to her chalet and played over there! Then Jian Hui and Eunice Were playing guitar and they were christan song immediately the peace of God fill the whole room cool! Then after that Kai Lin said that want to worship the lord? So i join them at first we were singing then the presence fill the whole room! The Presence was like it was in Asia Conference! Wow then we prayed so i started to say the word then everyone continue! Super cool lar Kai Lin let worship! Then Everyone share a testimony! Very Cool!
The Chalet is the best among all the other chalet i ever been too!
Believing for 2010 Break Through Jia You W406 &N346!

Dreams?

2009-12-26T06:06:00.000-08:00

Yoyo Peeps! hahas it's been super long when i last posted haha!
Why? Because i've been playing Maple and too lazy.. Aww Haha... Let's talk about the things i did for the pass few days hahas!
1. Felicia And i broke our new record of basketball 542! Hahas Pro Right?
2. Rend Lots of CD Tape (Alvin And The Chipmunks)!
3. Lots Of Comment Of My New Movie Trailer! Super Cool! Hahas
WAIT HOW ABOUT MY TOPIC DREAMS?
Okay Dreams ehh. Haha past Few days i have been dreams about W406! Okay People Inside is Wei Ren, Jasper, Enyun, Felicia, Jing Yuan, Jedi and more but i forgotten! Hahas I love W406 That's why i dream about them hahas!

O ya Merry X'Mas And A Happy New Year!
Not Using Internet From 28 - 30? Haha Chalet.. Computer I Will Not Miss You! Or Maybe I Will?

... Aww....

2009-12-16T21:25:00.000-08:00

Yo Peeps! Recently Haven't Been Posting Any Blog Post.... Yup So I Found Out Something New! The Post i wrote didn't have the intention to hurt someone but it hurt someone! So like what you say be wise or what you write be wise to! Dun Spam Your Anger On Blog Post! (Which I Still Will) .
Why Was I So Busy For The Past Few Days? I Show A Video Of It!

Awesome Right! SA Come Join Me!

Thanks Guys!! Muhahahhahha!

2009-12-08T22:03:00.000-08:00

Yo Peeps! I Am Finally Back In Blogging My Revival!! Lol Okay... Hahas As You Guys Know I Am Sick For The Pass Few Days! Thank You Guys For Praying For Me Now I Am Heal! Thank You And Espcially Daddy God!! Hahas This A Message Of Thanks Giving And Christmas Is Coming! A Time Of Giving Happiness! >OSWIN< .>IS< .>LOVABLE<
Okay Saturday Awesome Day With The CG! Did A lot Of Stupid Things As Usual That Makes People Angry! This Time I Tired To Help Celebrate Chi Ting B'dae.. It Turn's Out I Help Accidentally Did Something Wrong Everyone Scold Me! Jasper said you have to step out and help the cg... i tried and .. this thing happen aww so hard! I Will Keep Jia You! Then Next Thing Jasper Said Meeting up to people's need.. Okay so far Very hard... Jasper Said The Last Thing Prayer Time doing it almost everyday still trying to be consistent! ..
Hahas 2morrow Lan Outing... Actually it was me that ask for the lan outing.. And planned and suggest the place and who were coming then at last can already Qiming came in amd ask Jed organise i want run to the wall and hit my head on the wall! Trust Me Once! Haiz i want curse and swear.. JKJK! But Nvm Jed have to rise up so he need to be in charge.. okay but 2morrow Will Be Awesome!!

♥Always Not Choco Freak♥

Stresss !

Something about this year end .

Gift from God

Stress

PRESS PLAY AND READ WHAT'S BELOW !

Forever and Always .

Summary

Friend

I am back to posting Crap ?!

(:

Stars

Decision Making

YEAHHH ?

Movies WEEE~~~~

Dreams .

The Handicap .

I love Dreams

Topics :)

Christmas !

A way.

Moving On :)

Skype with Amirul and Ryan !

HAHAHA LAUGHS!

SKYPE :)

7 Days Of Love/

Angelic Girl :)

Less then 15days till Christmas!

A Day @ Vivo :)

Chicken Rice + KOi :)

Happy Times :)

ThanksGiving.

Christmas!

Got to stop doing things without thinking!

All i want for Christmas!

The truth is too much to handle?

My Best ---- --- Birthday Ever !

I am so 'HAPPY' .

Crap MYSELFF.

The Epicness!

Time To Shout it out?

Cookie

TFC . ATTY . Thanks .

Arrr!

You Mean everything to ME!

Primary 6 How do i post.

AWESOME DAY .

Take To The Sky :D

Back On Track!~~

Picking myself up.

Didn't Knew . And Thank You.

Bless!

Being Dumb?

HeXing

Emotionally Down Yet Up!

Today Being Postive With God!!

K, i am back to bloggin after so long :)

W406 Multiplication T.T

Longsest Death

Waa Freak Up Life

School Reopening!!

City Harvest Goes Headline!

Asia Conference !

Ever Wonder .

Concern ?

Glee :D

120 Post-Relation Better!

Pure Persecution

->Change<-

I Am Confused Of Friendship!

-<>.<>-

Easter Service On Friday :D

Love Of Easter Egg!

The Punk Rocker :D

W406's Love!

Top List Of Irritated! And Dedication Real Bffs :D

Story of Love's .

Omg is F-©kyeah Pictures

~Dee~ Random Pic's And Post :D

Best Friends? Who Are Real And Lies?